Ever Notice How Time Likes To Go Faster Through The Fun Times, Slows Down For The Most Painful Times, And Then Erases The Most Important People From Your Life And You Can Never Get It All Back.

I Just Think It's Time I Slowed Things Down. I Think I'm Going To Work A Steady Job After The Trip (If I Can) And I Think It's About Time I Moved In With My Bf And Just Settled Down, Start Making Plans For My Future. I Think All This Partying And Going Out All The Time Isn't Me. I Really Need To Find That Hard Working Person Again. The One Who Who Give Ya The Shirt Off Her Back If She Could. I Miss Her And It's Been Too Long. I'm Going On A Family Trip In 10 More Days, Hopefully After Then I Can Start All Over Again.

I Just Hate The Fact That My Friends Are Making The Gap So Big Now. I Hate That We Can't Just Bake Stuff Again And Where Swearing Is Taboo (Cause Honestly It's So Unattractive To Swear, I've Lost All Motivation To Do That), Sewing Cosplays At One In The Morning Laughing About Our Favorite Moments In An Anime. I Miss Acting Out Scenes From Our Favorite Videogames, And Playfully Teasing Each Other, Why Did You Have To Get So Angry And Push Me Away? And Why Did You Have To Be So Blunt And Harsh, You Broke Another One Our Promises... I Hate Pretending That It Doesn't Bother Me Everytime I See You. I Don't Want To Say That Your Two Diffrent People Somedays.. And Hurts Me.

I Miss The Way Grade Eight Was. Big Dreams, Just Being Goofy, Not Achool Or Drugs Just 100% Us~ Sitting And Drawing Together, Walking Through The Park, Wearing The Same Outfits Together, Our Nicknames, Having The Both Of You Sit Together With Me Was Nice, Just Making Jokes, Sure I Made I Have Been A Hot Head And Maybe I Needed You Way Too Much, But When You Both Were Not There I Fell Apart. I Cannot Forget The Way Things Used To Be. Like Bringing My Video Games Over So We Could Play Them At Lunch, Like Being Anime Club President And All The Fundraising, Sleeping Next To My Best Friend In The Warmth Of The Sun Coming In Through The Window My Head On Her Belly, Not Knowing Where We Would Go. It's My Favorite Memory To This Day. But I Lost Her, I Lost Him, And I Lost Myself In The Process. After The Trip I'm Distancing Myself From People That Possibly Might Lead Me Into A Bad Influence, And I'm Hitting The Books Again.

So Good-Bye Everyone.

And Maybe,

We Might All Look Back Together And Laugh.